回到以前的我

怎么叫这颗心坚强起来
眼泪却一直流
我尽然办不到那么简单的一件事。

怎么叫自己不要再胡思乱想
不要再追求那愚蠢的梦想
最后伤的还不是我自己。

可能这一切也该结束了
有始有终是自然界的条例
没有人可以改变得。

可能到了时候回去自己一个人的生活
虽然开始可能像个噩梦
但我也只不过是
做回以前的自己而已。

不然有空时平静下心境
慢慢习惯一个人过日子
自由自在
毫无约束的我。

Opinions of A Not-So-Dumb-But-Twisted Blonde

I don't want to be a barbie doll

in a plastic world.

With a fake tinkling laugh

that serve nothing but to break the tension

in a dog-eat-dog world.

Don't believe the praises heaped on your pretty new skirt

they are malicious poison

aimed at shaking you from your throne.

Don't take the fake smiling faces

as acceptance of you

they are just imagining your fallen face.

I'm not your favourite barbie doll

in your perfect fantasy world.

I'm not your typical beauty queen

who say that their only wish for tonight is world peace.

Those clockworks in my mind do work, mind you.

I want to form my own opinions
none that which are thrust down my throat.
I want to see for myself the truth
as nought can be trusted

everybody lies these days, don't they?

I don't want to be stereotyped

as a dumb blonde

even though these platinum blonde locks are dyed

to ask you not to judge a book by its cover.

Hell yeah, hope you got the message,

or else you are the dumb one.